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The party had started to come down from its high, a few individuals breaking away from the crowd and filtering off into the jungle, often grouped in pairs and threes. From my space towards the side of the room, I had watched with curious eyes, the ever constant outsider to the group of close-knit island citizens, before I eventually headed outdoors to enjoy the night air, not accustomed to staying in a room so densely packed. The moon shone overhead, casting its pale light on the surroundings, and I settled in front of the tree just across from the Compound's entrance with warmed rice wine in a large clay pot that I kept to the side, cheeks already warm from having had a shot or two too many.

In the back of my mind, I distantly wondered if it was about time to head home, but the sight of a familiar face had me perking up instead, fanning lightly with my feathered fan as I called out.

"Remy. How are you enjoying the party?"
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I thought for a moment, trying to explain the situation a little better. "By feeling too much of other people's pain, by taking too much of their own needs on alongside your own, I mean. Or by letting bad people too close to you until they can manipulate you. Does that make any sense?"


"Yes," I replied, although I still found my brow furrowed slightly at the thought. Perhaps it made me cold, or perhaps it simply made me a remarkable fit for my job, but I wasn't sure that I'd ever done as Remy described. I could feel pain on behalf of others and the hurdles that they faced, that went without question. But whether or not it had ever been debilitating was another matter entirely.

"I hope that I avoid this," I added, expression softening into one more matter-of-fact.

I was okay, perhaps, with the idea of being cold and calculating, so long as it benefited more people in the long run.

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Zhuge Liang

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